i give you permission to read my new blog.
if you know what it is, or are smart enough to figure out what it is.
or i like you enough to tell you.
either or.

fuck you.
fuck you a lot.

i'm sick and tired of hearing, reading, and trying to figure all of this out!
why won't you just tell me!

i'm just going to blame the asthmatic bronchitis, and pneumonia, and mono for everything.
everrrrry fucking thing.
like staying up all night, and in bed all day crying
and probably downing a bottle of erythromyacin
ohhh that'll make me feel fucking good
just about as good as dropping off the face of the earth

right about now my favorite word is 'fuck'
in any which way form, use, or variation.
fucking fuck fuck fucking fucker of a fucking fuck.
you have no clue.
fucking.
fucking asthmatic bronchitis
fucking fucker of a fucking fuck
...

here i am just writing you, a letter from the distant past
included is a photograph to remind you of the time we had
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i'm so fucking tired
so
goddamn
tired
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not to mention that jeux d'enfants was a really really good movie
it got my hopes up, kind of, lol

WHICH
HELLO
MY NAME IS SARAH
WANT TO BE FRIENDS

everybody wake up.
its time to get down.