tell me where it hurts now, baby.

so, i really did just realize that the "thing" i have to do is write down something that hurts me deep down inside.

this is going to be harder than i thought, really.
maybe writing this down, and him writing that song will give some closure to whatever is hurting me.
i know what's hurting me, but i don't know how to. write it, and express it into words, and here lies the dilemma.
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it's times like these i really wish dylan didn't go on vacation and he'd come online and spend hours upon hours talking to me, because it helps and i can figure some things out that way.
here's to sleepless nights for overthinking and bringing my writing pad, pen, and flashlight out!
hurrah!
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but really,
thinking about what hurts me.
this all seems a little...ironic, no? dylan's going to take all of the things that hurt us, and mold them into this beautiful and powerful song i know he's going to write.
it never amazes me how he just takes the most horrible things, and the greatest inspiration and mold it into the best songs i've ever come to hear.
thinking about what hurts me is going to fucking hurt a lot. and that's great. i'm going to cry, and bitch and scream and all that. but it's going to be good.
closure, i can hear you driving up to my doorstep!