you.

(:

within a course of 5 hours, i am completely unsure. (meaning in times of yesterday)
rather, in the course of 24 hours and then some, i'm still unsure, but really. in all honesty, i guess its the best thing i've ever been unsure of (besides other important aspects of life.)
i don't think i've ever been this driven insane about a boy by my own mental capacity in so long.
but its so nice, you know?
for the first actual time i guess i really didn't have to chase, i didn't have to ask.
everything was handed to me, in such an occasional time and all i had to do was sit there for 5 hours.
ok thats a lot of damn hours but still.

its nice when you meet someone new who you've been eyeing out for a while and they come in and take a tad of the control and breathe the fresh air and give you this new.
outlook?
i'm not sure, but its so nice.

he's everything i've ever asked for and more.
hes tall, and pretty.
hes not too lanky, but stable.
he has nice hair. (hahahahahaha)
hes so nice and polite and keep a conversation.
hes the one that asked he did it himself. everything.

here, my formal declaration.
forget all others, theres no one better.
he's it i suppose, and i'm going to work on this. seriously. its worth it, i know.
thats if i'm not completely blowing this out of proportion and he likes me back like i'm learning.

i pray. and hope.
that he really really REALLY isn't just looking for some new friend and there might be some interest.
if not i'll be so hurt its ridiculous.

its pretty fast how everything works now, you know?
learn about a new face.
learn a name.
add on myspace (AHAHAHAHHA)
and talk. for 5 hours after they randomly IM you.
oh jezzzzzuhz.