you can't make me think that i love you

i'm completely a-okay!
everything's moving along, nicely.
normal day, again! which makes me even question why i blog about these days because they're so stupid and pointless.
ap ap ap nard, spanish.
we completely bullshitted during spanish. about rollercoasters and death rides and all. although i stayed quiet, like usual, but more so because i've never been on one.
sigh.
gym! i'm supposed to be in drivers ed, but lol @ my life because i'm seriously too young and it was too full, so i'm going to have to take it the 4th marking period. with about 4-5 other people. which is just kind of like,
stab stab stab
which, makes me realize, i'm seriously one of the youngest sophomores! in order from youngest onward is;
nikelia, lionel, travis, me!
do you see thatttt! oh man.
so anyway, volleyball. i'm not that bad i'd like to think, but whatever.
i stood around and thought, 'how many more days am i going to have to play fucking volleyball. goddamn another marking period full of volleyball!' and i was all pissed, pretty much. i just hate gym because its a waste of goddamn time. i like playing volleyball and all, but not when i can be doing something so much more productive.
so uh, wait for steven, walk up hill like 10 minutes early.
i go to my locker, and i swear!

rob, you are the most adorable creature my eyes have ever been blessed to see!
theres a what, 1-2 month old christmas present and while steven stood and laughed at me, i slowly unwrapped it, puzzlepiece ribbon, 'you are the star in my life' star, post-it, newspaper-copy wrapping and all. annnnnnnd! it was the shirt from threadless! this one!
and then steven pointed out something gold, and ahhh! the locket from forever 21.
lol, he totally lied like there was no tomorrow, too! 'this is for so and so, do you think she'll like it?!" and blahdeblah
anyway, yeah! i really liked it, it was so cute, and it made my day so much brighter!
thank you very very very much, rob! i lava you lots!
<3(:

normal normal day. photoshop was okay, besides the fact that i have no graphics folder, so i roamed on the mac. i actually stayed the whole time during history, but only because i knew it wouldn't be worth it to go out. and besides, i had steven sitting next to me, not letting me out.
he totally slung me with his rubberband a couple million times (besides uh. something else, lmaooo) and now my arm is purple and bruuuised, but its okay! lol it was actually pretty fun, history.
geometry we sat around and talked and did only one lesson, but i'm not complaining, either!
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i slept on the bus again and i got home and did geometry homework but then ended up sleeping again, and i should've done my bio and cleaned my room.
sigh.
buts its fine, i beast in bio anyway!
and i totally have no problem saying that!
so, here i am. doing nothing but watching t.v., writing this blog, talking to my best boy and a plethora of people including the names of julian, jules, steven, etc. and enjoying life.
i cannot complain and thats good as fuck.
speaking of julian;
i've never had a nickname for sure before, but i do love this one
BEHNCKENYC (8:02:06 PM): so wat u doin sarasita
something about it totally gets me like, all happy.
besides mother teresa and sarah barah, of course.
teeeheee