today has been pretty boring.
a lot has been said to me, and of course i've been thinking like its nothing.
i woke up before 12 hit so my day wasn't shot, and then at some point later on, i actually woke up.
my eyes hurt, and i have a headache but other than that, i feel really good.
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i really am thinking too much.
there's a lot of things being said inside my head, and i want to spill them all, but no one will simply listen.
i really wish i had someone who would listen.
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i'm sorry, i am. you know i am.
although i didn't rather do anything, you know i am and i respect you and everything.
i fucking adore you, and love you.
but please, i don't want to be treated this way.
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and.
i'm not sure what i did to you, or what happened. but i think somethings going on with us, and it seems kind of bad.
i want to know i'm a little important to you, at least.
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no one ever says they care anymore.
it really sucks.
- sarahsita
- i don't like to think, but i do. i'm kind of thinking, that well, thinking is what i'm best at. i'm sarah. and i'm alive. p.s.-that's not going to change until i die.
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you know, if you need to talk, i'm here. i know we don't know each other all that well, but i'm still willing to listen. i got a new sn: all is a cycle.
and if you don't catch me online, you can send me a message on myspace or something.
if you want.
sorry if this is awkward and ish.. :x
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