my blog looks messy
but i don't intend on cleaning it up being i'm too lazy
i never know how to make these types of things look, anyway.
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today i skipped school again.
more like, i couldn't get out of bed because i'm too weak, so i slept until about 3-4.
oh, i didn't even tell you about monday when i skipped
i went to the doctor, and when i took the bus to get there, the bus driver hit on me
my mom was on the bus, too, but she was sitting down
i went to put in the bus fare, and the exchange of words is something like this;
'you're very attractive you know. cute, and all.'
'um...thanks? thanks, yeah.'
'ah, sorry about that, because the turns too narrow.'
'oh, no, it's, haha, its okay.'
as i continue to put in the fare, i'm holding on for dear life because this guy is driving too fast.
'so um, you smell really nice. what're you wearing?'
'oh, uh, thanks, thanks again'
'what is it?'
'oh! um, apples. yeah, apples.'
'...apples.'
it was very calm, actually, and he was nice.
he wasn't all, extreme, or stalker, and he was pretty young.
although i'm not moving my you know, myriad of boys up to bus-drivers.
no thanks, God.
i wait a half hour to see my doctor, and its the usual.
i don't get to talk, but its not like i can since i lost my voice and blahblah its a virus
but woo, no antibiotic because i'm allergic to penicillin
please make something that does not include penicillin so i can stay alive
!!!
after that disappointment i leave.
my mother takes me shopping although i don't want to go, but i don't fight as much.
i buy 3 more pairs of jeans, and a backup semi dress.
red and seafoam green, i'm telling you.
in fact, its a very nice combination, i'd say.
anyway.
tuesday i went it, and it was nothing, like usual.
i finish my art project, i get my really late christmas gift from sal
dr.nina tells me she found a brain-wave machine
miracles from God, yahdedahhh
and today i have skipped again, like i said before
i couldn't get up so i didn't and i slept and i cried
and i'm here now
i'm going to sleep again, soon



tell me you miss me
everyone else did