today has been pretty sweet, actually.
i only had one midterm, and the way i'm looking at it, here are the facts:
1) i've got one midterm a day
2) they progress in order of difficulty.
being that well, i've had/got nard, spanish, history, geometry and then biology.
so, it all kind of makes sense actually.
so today for the first half i sat around in i/s with steven and he drew and i colored then he finished so we were both coloring and sharing brown and shading and blahdeblah.
ms.camp likes my room and i think its probably the most hideous thing i've ever drawn haha
but steven calls me ms.Picasso and then i feel uh. a little better, just a tad.
lunch, more like sit around and do more nothing.
spanish.
so she's not there for a good half hour and then we waste another half hour so all we have left is a fucking half hour
and i feel like i beasted but really that 'test' or whatever of a test it was, was a complete joke.
ah, i'm tired of trying.
but it was better that way i would suppose. i would've hated to have MORE time than needed and not been pressured and have to actually be in that fucking room with her.
right.
so uh, bus, go home. more like bus, get off with rob and treat him to lunch because i don't want to go home and i'm hungry.
lol
our uh, whole mock date because rob always mopes, or so it seems to me about never being on a date and i'm all wooooodates.
if that made sense in any which way.
although he'll probably read this and be all
'but sarah! when i have a date it'll be special!" and all that nonsense and i'll just be like rahrahrahshuttup.
although i love you very much.
right.
but its more like we just sit and eat because we're so fucking lazy lmao
so we talk and eat talk and eat talk and eat
i think we're all just really drained and when i say all i mean all of us.
whatever that means.
i'm bored i've got no feeling in case you can't see so uh
i'm going to either sleep or study for history

oh, right, and
idk wtf eye did to you but i'm not sure
and lol i always blow things like out of proportion but idk
its like you're always watching me and idk
now you're not watching me and i'm all freaking out and shit
totally not like how its being conveyed by me right now, but really
ugh whatever i mean
idk i want youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu~
maybe.

annnnnnd
theres this line in 'galang' by m.i.a. towards the end i wanted to put in a message but it seems so forward and i don't mean any of that at all
hahahahahahaha

i love you, really.

OH AND
right outside the buses i was with uh travis bria and rob
and travis and bria are arguing about being married and cults are whatever because bria's in some cult but shes married to travis and hes not in it
(right i know this has no importance, stfu)
so then travis gooooes
"FINE IM LEAVING YOU. ME AND SARAH ARE IN A CULT ANYWAY RIGHT SARAHRAHRAHRAH."
and i'm all like hellllllllllyes because idk, it made me really happy.
hellyes i like people screaming out my name.
hahahaha